I was born at Pontiac General Hospital in January of
1953. My Mom and Dad were
divorced. I was the fifth of five
boys. Three were half-brothers
(Richard, Dallas and Jim), my full sibling (Elmer) had died at childbirth four
years previously.
Mom took me home to Milford, Michigan and a few times a week
my Dad would visit. I only remember his
large hands and the coins he liked to jangle and the candy he brought me.
Dad had his demons, one of which was liquor. Sober he was a saint, drunk he was a devil.
He was an alcoholic and at the young age of 44, when drunk, he stumbled against
a broken wire fence, pierced his side and died from a gall bladder infection.
By the time I was five all of my brothers had moved out,
were married and raising their own families.
Mom had been sick all of her life and couldn't work. When she was young the doctors told her
parents that she wouldn't live to be past three years old. She fooled them all and lived to 72. She was 43 when she had me. She had a huge sense of humor. Something she
passed on to my brothers and I.
I loved my Mom but she had emotional and physical
problems. She was never satisfied
wherever she lived, which probably explains why we moved at least once a year
as I was growing up, until the age of 13.
After that we moved only twice, until I moved away at age 20.
We were poor. So
poor that we lived in old beat-up homes, ate government surplus food and got by
with very little. Although we were poor
Mom insisted we be neat and clean and show respect to others. I guess that advice stuck with me because I
still call people Mr. and Mrs., unless they tell me otherwise.
We got by only on my Dad's Social Security check and the
small amount we got from Aid To Dependent Children-less than $300 combined.
The funny thing is I never considered myself poor. We always had a place to stay, cloths on our
backs and food to eat. Mom made sure I
got gifts for holidays and birthdays and my brothers helped when they were
able.
Mom taught me to love to read and often times I would spend
my ten cents lunch money on Scholastic Books at school.
Mom wasn't big on discipline and supervision. I was pretty much left to my own devices.
But because I had so much freedom I never took advantage of it. I determined at a young age to work for what
I wanted and to avoid drugs, alcohol and smoking. Looking back now I realize God was watching out for me.
I wasn't a perfect child by any means. Fortunately I had three best friends, Tim
Arble, Tim Nicholson and Alden Monroe.
They were like brothers to me and their parents treated me as one of
their own-especially Tim Nicholson's parents.
Mr. Nicholson was a big man commanding a big baritone voice. If I got
out of hand he would straighten me out-quick!
I loved him and his wife dearly.
Growing up I had the run of my small town. I knew every back road and alleyway. I loved going to the neighborhood movie
theater where admission was 25 cents on Saturday, popcorn was a dime, a Coke a
nickel and a giant candy bar five cents.
I frequented Pinch-A-Penny, the local quick shop where I
worked as a young teenager, loved walking through the toy aisle at the Five
& Dime, checked out the power tools at Gambles', started my first savings account at the corner bank, bought groceries with my Mom at Jerry Breen's IGA,
purchased sliced lunch meat at a Mom & Pop grocery, visited Mr. Doliber at
the Shutter Shop where we shared our love of comic books and bought my weekly
supply of comics at Fosters' Rexall Drugstore.
I loved being treated at the drive-in A&W to fries and a
root beer, bought penny candy at Beagle's store on the Southside of town, paid
three cents for day-old donuts at the bakery and ate spaghetti at the Italian
restaurant.
I recall swimming at the steps on the railroad overpass over
the Huron River and swinging from a cable rope or taking the 40 foot plunge from the
top of the steps.
My friends and I
would explore the Mill Pond and sneak into the 'haunted' pump house, canoe to
Camp Dearborn and Kensington Park, dare each other to run through the Milford
Cemetery at night past the Union soldier statue, trudge through the snow at
Proud Lake Recreation Center and precariously make our way down the stepped
man-made waterfall downtown.
Each summer Milford would have a Sidewalk Sale with both
ends of Main Street blocked off. A
Ferris Wheel and other rides were erected for three full days as shop owners
sold their merchandise at a discount just before school started.
At ten years of age I got my first paper route and delivered
my papers come rain, sun or snow-sometimes at 20 degrees below zero. My brother
bought me my first bike for the route: a Stingray with a banana seat and high
handle bars.
In the winter we'd go tobogganing, ice-skating and
sledding. I still remember flying down
the steep hills at Moore's Lake, flying off the end of the dock and shooting
across the frozen lake.
Often my oldest
brother's kids would spend the night with their 'favorite uncle' and we'd have
a blast.
I had a wonderful childhood, full of love, laughter, family
and friends. There were bad times of
course, for sometimes weeks at a time Mom would go into the hospital. I would be left alone to tend to the house,
wash my own cloths, buy groceries, feed myself, clean the house and go to
school. My brothers would look in on
me, but I was mostly on my own.
It taught me to grow up fast. The experience also taught me to be self-sufficient and
flexible. A lesson I took into
adulthood.
So many memories: My
first car, the first time I kissed a girl, hitch-hiking with my friend Tim
Arble to Flint, Lansing or wherever the urge took us. Staying over night at my friends and doing the things young boys
do-like staying up too late and doing silly things. Discovering Rock and Roll and a talent for art. Joining the Drama Club, working at a liquor
store when I was 15 because I was big for my age. Standing up to the town bully and becoming close friends. Nearly getting hit by a train, almost
drowning, going to the hospital for dehydration and measles and collecting
comic books and struggling to find a male role model from TV shows like Star
Trek, The Man From U.N.C.L.E., Batman and others.
School was a blur and a bore to me. Today I would be labeled as having
A.D.D. My days consisted of getting up,
going to school and working most evenings.
Still I managed to have a lot of fun cruising around with my friends,
going to the local mall, sneaking into the drive-in theater and soaping windows
on Halloween.
People I remember are Mr. Foster, Mr. and Mrs. Barnett (our
pastor and wife), Mr. Doliber, Mr.
Silver and Mr. Schultz from Pinch-A-Penny, Dell from the liquor store, Mrs.
Heck, and Mrs. Peck (two for our landlords), several of my teachers: Mrs. Johnson and Ms. Tichner (my art teachers),
Mr. Garshaw, Coach and so many others.
There was my cousin Mike, my aunts: Lottie, Ester, Rose,
Dorothy, Pauline and Leona and my uncles: George, John and Curly.
When people ask me what my hometown was like I tell them,
"It was like Mayberry."
Everyone knew each other and watched out for one another. Houses had porches, kids played outside
until it was dark, no one worried about crime.
Doors were left unlocked, keys left in cars, kids walked to school, to friends
and all over town without parents worrying about them and respect was always shown to
parents, policemen, servicemen and others.
A simple handshake was a man's bond. Parents were obeyed and most of
all-loved. Families stuck together
through thick and thin. People were proud-in a good way. Neighbors helped
neighbors. People went to church and
lived by the Ten Commandments.
Looking back now I realize that God's guiding hand was on
me. Even though I was not saved until my mid-twenties God spared me much
heartache and pain.
There were sad times, like loosing a friend or life's
disappointments. But through it all God
was there. He was the father I never
had, even though I didn't know it at the time.
I moved to California, came back, went to college for two
years, moved to Homestead Florida, attended the University of Miami, met my
future bride, married in 1979, raised two great kids and have managed to
survive it all.
Times certainly have changed. I feel sorry for many of the young people
growing up today. Everything is so busy and complicated. There are so many temptations present now
that I never had to face. May God have
mercy on our nation.
